Are you there Motivation? It's me, Traci.

I'm glad to have some energy back but wonder what the heck happened to the motivation?! It's driving me nuts!

I told K.C. last night that it takes so much energy for me to eat meat. I know it sounds crazy but I have to pshyc myself up to eat it. From the time I wake up until I actually eat it, that's what I'm doing in my mind. Telling myself what I'm going to eat and how good it's going to taste. Maybe that's where my motivation is. I'm spending it all for one meal a day.

At any rate, I really need to get back on track! The house is a disaster and the girls are borderline stinky. The only reason I have been showering is for work. I have to say, when I'm on track, I rock it pretty good. The house is clean, the kids are clean and happy, I don't feel like I run out of time during the day and my mind is calm. Why don't I just keep on keeping on? I know going back to work threw me off track - but that was two years ago! Why is it taking me so long to get back on that damn track?! I think this is a job for Flylady (sorry, posting from my phone so can't put in a link)!

I did get through one shelf in the garage yesterday. At least I pulled everything off of that shelf that I didn't want anymore. We'll see how long it takes to actually get that stuff OUT of the garage!

In the mean time, I've decided to give myself the rest of the week to be unmotivated and unproductive! Come Monday, I'm jumping back on track: Up early, chores done, gym time, fun time, work time, bed time. Operation Multi-Motivation is going into effect! Whatch out world, here I come....on Monday!